It's been so long since I last came here. Nothing much has been going on in my Life (as always) and I don't know why but someone just told me that I like stressing myself out. Well, it didn't occur to me at all. I didn't like the feeling of being stressed cause I'll just fall victim to it's effects. And I can't understand why I am feeling so..... ( Read more... )

I've been missing out on so so much and of all values and everything else that's supposed to be for the benefits of them all, I am not getting any. Oh well, none that I am proud of - to be exact.

I let it fall, my heart.

You've been so wrong all along and how is it that an "I love you" triggers your tear ducts?

Sigh, I really don't know what's gotten into me recently. I've been feeling so out of the norm and it's like I'm not who I used to be anymore. I've had a number of temper flares that I used to keep within control and I'm also having far too many different views now. I used to stinge on even a few cents difference and I always, always go for the ( Read more... )

Looking back on the past years that I've spent my days on and been through, I'm beginning to realize that most of them aren't worth remembering for, and I'm puzzled as to how negative these emotions are turning into.

& why is it that I'm spotting similar faces around?

Sigh, my funds are running low. I'm beginning to feel like maybe it'd be better if I just get myself a full time job and study part time to be on par with my daily expenditures. And it's like having a proper full time job = at least a K. Something where it's beneficial for me to gain more exposure on my course of study like normal teens in their ( Read more... )

I always believe that when the going gets tough, it just means that someone up there is testing our limits, and how we choose to go about doing it. Unfortunately, I'm unable to pass these stages because I can never, ever keep my emotions in check no matter how much I try to keep it in. Let's start with multi-tasking, shall we?

Sure, everyone has their own limits. I've had mine but I kept thinking that since I've already been through it, that bar will just increase naturally. I'll be damned.

The windows were closed and it feels as if we've just been there. I pulled those handles and saw heaps and heaps of them. It wasn't a gush of wind that passed, but the sudden moment where memories filled the room that caught me off guard.

Oh Beth..